Bad Disease

Well, there is something about
Watching a crime it makes me want to go out
And make it all mine
It's something about seeing you fight
It makes me want to go out tonight

I got a bad disease i got a bad disease
To fall into yeah, it's true

There's something about seeing him die
That puts it all into perspective and I
Want to stay home, be left alone
Someone make my mind up so
I don't have to decide

I got a bad disease i got a bad disease
To fall into yeah, I do

There's some reason why I can't sit still
Every waking moment I feel so unfulfilled
I try to lie down, but I don't know how
Baby, when I'm sleeping
It feels less like I am dreaming

Oh, my god i got a bad disease
I got a bad disease it's got me down
On my knees

There's a fear I have of feeling real bad
I'm fine now
If I find out that I'm not I'll be sad
I try to quiet the thoughts in the night
Oh, they got me thinking
I'd be happier just drinking

It's not true and I got a bad disease
I got a bad disease it's got me down
On my knees oh, no
I got a bad disease
Will no one help me please? Not even you?