Sounds Like A Lot Of

I'm not one to let things go
I'm not going to let it lie
But I'm sick of perpetuating stressful, empty friendships
I never said my peace, because
I'm exhausted, so I'm passive
I've spent the past years just progressing
And you're just a shell of what once was

But if I rant about it
I'm the one who's wrong
But if I stayed quiet
I'm the one who let it go too long
But if I rant about it
It's because I cared about it
But I stay quiet
Because I don't care anymore

You won't let up on your cause
You've been hung up for too long
How could one become
Everything they once stood against?
Understand that I can't surround myself
Around the way you live for far too long
I won't feign kindness for a lost cause

But if I rant about it
I'm the one who's wrong
But if I stayed quiet
I'm the one who let it go too long
But if I rant about it
It's because i cared about it
But I stay quiet
Because I don't care anymore

And still I'm pensive
And still these wounds are so sore
I can only blame you for so much
But still you blame me for so much more