Is this really it?

[Verse 1]
I’ve been pushing flowers nightly
Counting hours slowly
On bated breath
Lights from yonder burning brightly
Feel their warmth faintly
From a peak so high

Wait for the sky to take me home
I don’t fight anymore
Wait as the darkness pulls me in slow
The seasons blur together

[Verse 2]
I've been pushing flowers nightly
Counting hours slowly
On bated breath
City lights shine but not for me
A gem in a mine, buried underneath

Why do i love to pour gasoline on everything
And let it burn in the flame
Why do i love to pour gasoline on everything
And burn in the flame

[Verse 3]
The city lies awake, mocking me, in my sleep
The city lights shine but not for me
A gem crushed to dust, I can finally sleep

The city lies awake, mocking me