Catastrophe

[Chorus]
I wish you’d shake
Is catastrophe my fate?
Cauterize my brain, where flowers bloom to die again

[Verse 1]
Wondered why I couldn’t find
Or recollect my memory
(Data breached)
Now I know the reason why
A corrupted tape
It’s destroying me

[Pre-Chorus]
Got my eyes glued open to the screen
Vision like a busted CRT
Cast me in apocalyptic scenes
Let the reels unwind haphazardly

[Chorus]
Shake
Is catastrophe my fate?
Cauterize my brain, where flowers bloom to diе again

[Verse 2]
Twenty years gone by
I lost thеm all to you
Plugged the cables to my veins
Injected fear in them
Left my dreams to die

There was a time to talk about it
But that ship has crashed
They didn’t know that their kid was floating
And they were too
So I stare at that inner child
In the mirror and say
Baby you did the best you could

[Outro]
Plant some new seeds for the garden bed
Huff some chlorophyll and start again
Can’t shake it so I let it in
Epinephrine, I've cocked it, I'm loaded