Forget

For countless days and nights I've lost sleep and I've lost time
And surrendered to the vultures in my mind
I've got memories of poor decisions that I can't seem to shake
My hands unnerved with tension, I just can't face anything

I'm not trying to be a burden
I'm just overcome with sadness and it consumes me
Every night, I can't explain it
But it's made a home in me, it's made a home in me

Why do I only remember what doesn't matter
And how could I forget what I've done right?
I aspire to be someone so much greater
I fear the fact that I'm becoming no one, nothing

I swore I'd never feel worthless again, but here I am

I'm not trying to be a burden
I'm just overcome with sadness and it consumes me
Every night, I can't explain it
But it's made a home in me, it's made a home in me
When you grow older
You feel the hole in your chest where your ambitions lie
It's getting smaller, it's getting smaller