(Why I'll Never Be) Clean Again

Take a look at my life
Do you see what i need?
(you) better give me the knife
(you) better leave me to bleed
I hate my lies - i hate myself
I hate my lies - i hate myself
Take a look in my eyes
Do you see what i see?
(you) better take my advice
(you) better listen to me:
I can see i will never be home again
I can see i will never be whole again
I can see i will never be free again
I can see i will never be me again
Read my mind -
Now you can see
Why i'll never be clean again
I could lift you up,
Be your clown, make you smile
I will fuck you up,
Take you down, make you cry
Take a look in my face
And then kiss me goodbye
Don't you know that i like to be a scapegoat?
(you) better drop all your faith
(you) better leave me to die
Don't you know that i like to be a scapegoat?
I can see i will never be home again
I can see i will never be whole again
I can see i will never be free again
I can see i will never be me again
(i hate my lies - i hate myself)
(i hate my lies - i hate myself)
Read my mind -
Now you can see
Why i'll never be clean again