Sacrifice

Porcelain skin sweet green eyes, her beauty is divine
Lord how did she ever end up with a guy like me
Her existence is truly magnificent
She must die
Monster inside of me has no control of me
Said I won't be consumed I refuse, I refuse
All of my love for you, my mind is split in two
One side is your beloved
Other half secret, lest to be judged
Monster inside of me has full control of me
Said I won't be consumed
Can't refuse, can't refuse
Torturous visions of destroying what I love
Her heart is all I've got
Shatter the girl like a porcelain doll
All I see in my eye, bringing on your demise
These visions that I see can't come true, won't come true
I will do what I must, defend you from my bloodlust
I love you far too much
I know what I have to do
Saving you from myself, all it takes is a belt
There is no other way it gets worse everyday
Her face is all I see, darkest of fantasies
From the ceiling I will hang
Don't be the one who discovers me
Soon your precious smile
Will decay and become defiled
But it will only be for a while
You're stronger than most, since you were a child
I never thought there'd be a way
For your memory of me to fade
But I know that someday I'll see you again
And when this monster is slain
I hope you never forget my name
I hope that you love me forever more
This pathetic fuckup will fuckup no more
How I wished it wasn't this way
That we didn't have to go our separate ways
But as one last present from me to you
This note on the floor says I always loved you
Let me go