Let the Earth Reclaim Me

Witness the beauty in darkest of things
Like the incurable torment that's encased in me
For years I've persisted in pathetic existence
Living a lie in my half dead appearance
This is the end of me
For better or for worse
Let this be the death of me
The end of my curse
From your view of my tides
You might think that everything's fine
But takе one look in my eyes
You'll see how I'vе been deprived
I've wasted all my life
But now I know my purpose
In death grows life anew
I know the earth deserve this
Could never win at life
So let me live in death
The circle won't be complete
Till I've met my defeat
Abandoned by love again
Abandoned by myself in the end
It's a shame how this world just keeps repeating itself
But can I complain when I am so often the one who's to blame
It pays to get this pain off my chest
But much more won't come out
How long must I wait until
I can finally exist without
Let seeds thrive off my entrails, let roses sprout from my eyes
Feed my bones to wild dogs, heal the Earth with my demise
Let me be alive in everything, not trapped in a wooden box
Leave no trace of me, no evidence I exist
Leave my only legacy, be the weeds feeding off my limbs