grey space

I miss the grey space
I was perfect and cold and afraid
Always played by the rules of the game
If you lose, then the grayscale will put you to shame

I miss the grey space
It was comfortable, wasting away
And I romanticize the idea of a life
Hypnotized by a rose-tinted grey space

Stay inside my arms and squeeze my thumb
You're losing 'cause you're trying to let go
You're losing 'cause you're never well alone

I heard so much life back away
And I know that it's easier staying this way
But I'm being so mean
And we're caught in between
And I know that this happened yesterday
But please won't you stay
Please won't you stay