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I can’t take anymore
If I go on this way
What will I become?
Oh no, no, no

And I’ve lost all ways to cope
My heart is shattered into colored pieces
Do I even have any guilt left inside me?
Time and time, I question myself
Am I who I perceived to be?

Snatched my heart, then let it fall
Every now and then I take a glance
A heart darkened by hatred
Lo, my heart was made bitter by them
And now it lies there broken
Oh Lord, what have I become?

[Chorus]
I’ve lost my way
Wandering in the wilderness
With nothing but my broken heart
And a bag of wishes