Anchored Stars

Cast all problems aside
Mask your pain and pretend to feel alive
I’ve never felt the same inside
Ever since my heart was pushed aside
Where do I go from here?
Where do I go with my life?

I left your note on the floor
And I decided for myself to shut the door
Why? Oh, why did I do so?
Now it’s so hard to open the door

Her words aroused my soul
But she left me by myself
As she should
I was meant to walk alone
I’ll never trust another with my heart
No, never again
I won’t let them fool me this time

I left your note on the floor
And I decided for myself to shut the door
Why? Oh, why did I do that?
Now it seems impossible to open the door

I’m like a pig, or a filthy mutt
I was washed clean, but now I’m rolling in the mud
Will I ever stop?
Can I ever stop?
I was born rolling in the dirt, but I was destined to swim in the river

I left your note on the floor
And I decided for myself to shut the door
Why? Oh, why did I do so?
Now it’s so hard to open the door
Will I ever return to you, my friend?