September 24, 1999

A relaxed state of worry
Predicted fate seems constructed
And by the car tremors were lightly shaded
While the radiator's overheating

So then when I remove the cap
Do I speak, where do I stand?
For now our judge my fear just serve as tension
For hers is so far from home

Germinating seed from the positive
Germinating deep inside my heart
And it will gnaw through the negatives
As it grows on

Cause I won't fall away from this
Nothing you say will make me twist
I won't fall away from this
Nothing you say will make me twist

Black clouds seem thick
When they cover all your stars
There'll be days when you will sit
You'll let them swallow your spark
But the fear is in the wind
Without choice in the dark

And then again there's ice cream
And so much hype, and so much talk
With human beings comes so much hate and violence
But you can always seek love and support

And I keep hoping, frustrated
For my gift to be served
And my foolish insecurity
Ignores the guidance from those clear and in touch

Look there's belief from the feeders
And true belief from some who love
And now it's growing inside the one sent to me
By her heart

Cause I won't fall away from this
Nothing you say will make me twist
And I won't fall away from this
Nothing you say will make me twist

So I'll take the test presented
And I will force it back inside its home
Cause my heart will win
Always