Death of a Rose

I want to dedicate this song
To those who have lost somebody they love
It's an emotional roller coaster
It's hard
I know
I recently lost somebody
That I considered the greatest man
I've ever known
This is for you daddy

I was lost for words
A total mess
Felt my heart ascending
From my chest
Gasping for air
I couldn't breathe
Not willing to accept it no
Not willing to believe
I'm so fucking broken
Will I ever be whole again
Immeasurable my pain
Will it ever end
Suffocating in my sorrow
Hoping that tomorrow
I will see you again ooh

Death of Rose
Feels short-lived
Death of a Rose I know
There was more for you to give
Death of a Rose
The scent of you still remains
Death of a Rose
Even after the rain

I'm between what's real and isn't true
I thought that I heard you
Swear I seen you too
Call out your name
As if you were here
The silence is deafening
It's all that I feared
God give me a sign
Please let me know he's fine
Cause maybe then in time
Mend this heart of mine
Counting on you
To see me through
Till then hold my daddy
The way I used to do

Death of Rose
Feels short-lived
Death of a Rose I know
There was more for you to give
Death of a Rose
The scent of you still remains
Death of a Rose
Even after the rain

Daddy I just wanted to tell you that I'm Sorry
That I didn't get to say goodbye

Endless days sleepless nights
Emotional override
When you ask if I'm alright
Can only be one reply
No! I'm not fucking okay
No! Since he went away my heart is broken
Refuse to accept that I
Must see him on the other side
No! Cuz my whole world has changed
No! Life will never be the same
No! The pain will not subside
An emptiness inside
I'm drowning in the tears I cry