If you love me (1.02)

I can't even tell if you love me, I don't know if this is real
Something caught me like an ocean, and I like how that feels
I can't deny, but I'm loving how it hurts
This what love feels like?
It's the love I like?

Look, I kept it real with you, I never played you
Saying I'm the Cain of your Abel like I betrayed you
Told you I was toxic, told you how I'm not shit
Took a chance and now you hate me, told you you'd be nauseous

Pray God give you serenity because you can't change me
Was just a complex project, you was trying to rearrangе me
Told you fucking with me was gon' be bad for your hеalth
Cause how the fuck I'm gon' love you when I don't even love myself

Back it up, back it up
Whine it and whine it and shake it and put it on me
No, don't stress me girl
You know the love that I got, girl, I got it for real

For real, real, real
Only do me till it's done, I only do me, me, me, one and I
Cause my brain won't bust, I'ma hide all that AI, AI, AI

I can't even tell if you love me, I don't know if this is real
Something caught me like an ocean, and I like how that feels
I can't deny, but I'm loving how it hurts
This what love feels like?
It's the love I like?

Call me shady, selfish, ruthless, what the fuck
Shit, I only became heartless because once I cared too much
I keep my distance, people wishing that I might just let them in
I gave a fuck about what y'all said, I guess that must've been my twin
I lock my feelings in a pen, then I throw away the key

Cause when I'm falling on my ass, who be right there catching me
I spend it, man, my money goes, but like karma, it comes again
No commitment or strings attached to my money, my only friend
They think they stressing me, I got the recipe

All I need is that money, bitches be kicking me
That lame shit towards me, they comedians
They be thinking that they funny, they think they stressing me
I got the recipe

All I need is that money, bitches be kicking me
That lame shit towards me, they comedians
They be thinking that they funny

I can't even tell if you love me, I don't know if this is real
Something caught me like an ocean, and I like how that feels
I can't deny, but I'm loving how it hurts
This what love feels like?
It's the love I like?
I can't even tell if you love me, I don't know if this is real
Something caught me like an ocean, and I like how that feels
I can't deny, but I'm loving how it hurts
This what love feels like?
It's the love I like?

I can't even tell if you love me, I don't know if this is real
Something caught me like an ocean, and I like how that feels
I can't deny, but I'm loving how it hurts
This what love feels like?
It's the love I like?