Fear of... fallin

They say rock bottom is the end
It's the beginning of it
A fresh new start
A solid ground to build up on
A place where dreams and nightmares co-exist
I’m call it- Bull Shit
More like a battle for ya soul with every chance to fail
A fairy tale written by the brothers Grim
And yet we're selling it like it's our own struggle
Quick to invade Paris I guess the plague is coming

Fear of Falling
Fear of Trying
All of my fears keep me weak
And I just can’t keep from staying down

Fear of Falling
Fear of Trying
All of my fears keep me weak
And I just can't keep from staying down

Fear of Falling

No crowd screaming "Cheri get up"
Phone home but no one picks up
Doubt creeps in like self loathing ain't enough
Expect to rock a smile and look cute in my get up
Careless or carefree less I'm old with no nigga
Well figure
My thoughts are a little deeper than the surface
Like that play you watching is going to hell behind the curtains
Flirting with disaster but you failing to see it
Rather illusions of grander in an empty coliseum
Well my stage fright fade bright
Just like I came in
And the audience ain't swayed by the licks that I'm taken
And I can face my fear til my fear is retreating
Then I can face the world as a woman never beaten

Fear of Falling
Fear of Trying
All of my fears keep me weak
And I just can't keep from staying down
Fear of Falling
Fear of Trying
All of my fears keep me weak
And I just can't keep from staying down
Fear of Falling
Fear of Trying
Fear of Failing
I’m petrified