Freaking Out

At another party, didn't wanna go
Hundred people drinking alone
You're so pretty and you want me to stay
But in my head, I'm already home

If I could fake it honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"

I'm drying your eyes asking for a light
Fightin' on the side of the road
Baby, don't blame me, blame the ADHD
But I was never diagnosed

If I could fake it honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like, "Whatever, whatever"

I'm a little past out my depth
Drowning in the deep end
And I know you can't understand
I'm freakin' out
I'm a little past pull me out
Fake a smile, calm down
And I know you can't understand

At another party, didn't wanna go
In my head I'm already home