​dear person who doesn’t understand me

Staring at the walls again
I don't even think that you will ever see me
Know that you try to pretend
Think you know my head
Why can't you just believe me

Now I'm stuck here for the second time
They all assume but don't even try
And now I'm the bad guy
Make mistakes sometimes
Sorry you don't understand

Sometimes don't feel
'cause I don't like emotions
I hate romance but stay for the moments
So confusing
Usually don't know where my mind's tryna go
And I like nights 'cause I
Hate when it's bright out yeah, laugh a lot
But my brain's really psyched out
Don't fall fast, but when I do
I hang on a little too long

And I get distant when I'm mad at myself
Push too hard then my soul's left a burnout
I say sorry a lot, don't know why but
I'm sorry, I guess

Barely even said a word
You already got a story that you'll twist up
If I speak I'll make it worse
Contemplating how it always gets so messed up

Now I'm stuck here for the second time
They all assume but don't even try
And now I'm the bad guy
Make mistakes sometimes
Sorry you don't understand

Sometimes don't feel
'cause I don't like emotions
Yeah, I hate romance but stay for the moments
I'm so confusing
Usually don't know where my mind's tryna go
And I like nights 'cause I
Hate when it's bright out yeah, laugh a lot
But my brain's really psyched out
Don't fall fast, but when I do
I hang on a little too long

And I get distant when I'm mad at myself
Push too hard then my soul's left a burnout
I say sorry, don't know why but
I'm sorry, I guess