Own Damn Way

You know
Sometimes your worst enemy is looking at you right in your own mirror
That self talk is a real thing
So what I realize
Once you get to that fork in the road you gotta make a choice
I can't be the reason I fall
These walls I built them so tall Im in my own damn way
I'm in my own damn way
It's me just fighting myself
I might need to search for some help Im in my own damn way
I'm in my own damn way
Devil all on my left
Angel all on my right
I be fighting with myself and tryna choose side
How do I decide
With temptation
Or discipline it's a struggle not to be giving in
Everything we addicted with
Might feel good to drink a bit
Might feel good just to take a hit
All this bad shit hard to quit
Cuz it feel so good when you in to it
Gotta tell myself no
But I wanna say yes
Yea I try to be perfect
And everyday I try to do my best
Patience, practice
Maybe I don't do enough
Always, asking
Myself why I'm screwing up
I cannot put blame on someone else
I keep my guard up to protect mental health
I can't be the reason I fall
These walls I built them so tall Im in my own damn way
I'm in my own damn way
It's me just fighting myself
I might need to search for some help Im in my own damn way
I'm in my own damn way
Second guess myself sometimes I gotta check my confidence
Cuz most of it is in my head these primal thoughts it's causing this
Maybe I'm a introvert and not so much a extrovert
Can I put my heart out there and not except to get it hurt
Yea I highly doubt it but I do it anyway
It's a hefty price but really worth it what I pay
Life can knock you down so I be practicing humility
Anything that happens to me take accountability
Patience, practice
Maybe I don't do enough
Always, asking
Myself why I'm screwing up
I cannot put blame on someone else
I keep my guard up to protect mental health
I can't be the reason I fall
These walls I built them so tall Im in my own damn way
I'm in my own damn way
It's me just fighting myself
I might need to search for some help Im in my own damn way
I'm in my own damn way
Yea, I gotta take a step back
Move out my own way
Stop overthinking
That's what it is
Too much thoughts in my head
Just gotta take action