Not A Kid Anymore

I open up the floodgates
And hope it won't hurt

(Inside, I confide)

Growing up
Seems so long ago
Fill my cup
With days, I can't let go

The only thing
That I've ever learned
Is that I'm not
A kid anymore

Drenched in a cold sweat
Change 'cause I can't deal
When will I really live?

(Inside, I confide)

Growing up
Seems so long ago
Fill my cup
With days, I can't let go

The only thing
That I've ever learned
Is that I'm not
A kid anymore

Age creeping up on me
Emptiness and waiting to die

(Inside, I confide)

Growing up
Seems so long ago
Fill my cup
With days, I can't let go

The only thing
That I've ever learned
Is that I'm not
A kid anymore

Growing up
Seems so long ago
The only thing
That I've ever learned
Is that I'm not
A kid anymore

(Inside, I confide)

I open up the floodgates
And hope it won't hurt

(I'm laying on the couch
Trying to think of songs
I'm laying on the couch
Trying to think of songs)