HEAVY

Just got off a three-day bender, still enjoyin' the ride
From what I remember, last night was a hell of a night
Probably need to go easy, I'm in love with the pain
Don't be surprised if you see me dancin' in the rain

Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Wakin' up, rememberin'
I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true
Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back to you

Some days I'm just fine with accepting I won't change
It may be a little more time before I get sick of these games
Might as well enjoy this ride, I'm the passenger of my own ship
Autopilot engaged, hangin' out the window this whole trip
Is we flyin'?
Or is my head stuck in the clouds?
This feelin' ain't allowed
Better mix it with the loud
It don't make my momma proud
All my signals in and out
But it's all I've been about

Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Wakin' up, rememberin'
I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true
Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back to you

Woke up in bed next to Caroline
Fingers tracin' her panty line
I shifted her paradigm apparently
She don't mind modelin' Calvin Klein for free
And I feel so divine when the Calvin Klein is wearin' me
She tellin' me, I better be precautious
All this love and despair, never cared what it cost
I just fly 'til I see the sunrise behind me
Tears don't even fall when I cry

Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Wakin' up, rememberin'
I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true
Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope, I can find my way back

Oh, my way back