Apathy

I swear my mind's been telling me lies
Cos you're happy with another guy
Even though you know
I'm struggling to stay alive
And I know,
I know I've been alone before
But never felt this before
So I don't know what to do
Cos
I don't wanna feel
A thing, a thing
I don't wanna fall
Again, again, again
I don't wanna feel
A thing, a thing
I don't wanna fall
Again, again, again
Yeah
Take a look at what you've done
If you wanted him then you should've just gone
There was no need to do me wrong
Now you got me scared of the only thing
I've longed for, longed for
And I know I've been alone before
So it won't hurt me anymore
Cos I won't feel a thing
I won't fall again
Cos when the memories fade
All I'm left with is pain
So I won't feel a thing
I won't fall again
I won't feel a thing
Cos I won't fall again
Fall again
Cos when the memories fade,
All I'm left with is pain
Is pain, is pain, is pain
So I can't feel a thing
Cos I won't fall again
Again, again, again, again