Off My Shoulders

(My home became a house yeah but that's not a home)
(Push everyone away, I'd rather cry on my own)
(I can't tell no one, that's why I'm singing this song)
(No iced out watch can make me happy at all)

Believe me, I tried
I was getting my hands dirty, was done being polite
Then I was trying to clean it up, was trying to be a good guy
Don't say change your life, I changed it a couple of times
But nothing made me change my mind, I still

Cry, bleed, and drown in grief
I was down for so long, who's down for me?
(Nobody I see)

Twenty-deep
In front of the corner store like we about to go to war
I can see it in their eyes, they don't really follow protocols
Who will snitch on me next, who will switch on me next?
No real friends in the slums, no real respect
The fuck did I expect?
My liver is already giving up and my lungs gon' be next
Smoke till I'm dizzy, who really with me?
Drink till it's empty, who really with me?

Take the weight off my shoulders
And I will never pick it up again
I fought my biggest battles within myself
Well, at least I know who I'm up against

(My home became a house yeah but that's not a home)
(Push everyone away, I'd rather cry on my own)
(I can't tell no one, that's why I'm singing this song)
(No iced out watch can make me happy at all)