Apparently, this is me (feat. Washburn)

I left love for lust, as you can see 
This is me, apparently
Days go by, I still don't know what I feel 
This is real
Baby, I don't know
All of the things I said
Hold your breath
And I can't wait too long
I don't want to grow up 
In a world where people don't love anymore
As you see 
This is me, apparently
Apparently
I know my words played a toll
Time moves fast, but with you, it's slow
I swear, I try and try, but I can't let go
Can't let go, can't let go
I left love for lust, as you can see 
This is me, apparently
Days go by, I still don't know what I feel 
This is real
You said take some time to heal 
Time to heal
Time to heal
Time to heal