I'm not who I am yet

I saw you watching me from the other side
The look in your eyes, it caught me by surprise
I, I, looked myself in the mirror, I could not recognize
I, I, know I am not shit
I get high like a pilot, my bitch she riding cockpit
I, I, throwing rocks at your window, cause you won't pick up the phone
Bitch, stop leaving me alone
You stole my heart like a bandit, your love was suicide
No, bitch, I didn't lie
I, this fucking time, I know I started from the bottom
Now we taking this shit to the sky
I, your love was blinding, had to reach for the light
Now I see a clearer picture
I saw you watching me from the other side
The look in your eyes, it caught me by surprise
I, I, looked myself in the mirror, I could not recognize
I, I, I, I, I, I, could not help myself