Feels Like Dying

Awake now
And it feels like the rest are all sleepin' sound
Afraid now
'Cause I hear how the broken are weepin' aloud
The blame now
Is shifting away from the guilty and proud
A shame how
I can't find a way to be healthy with quiet mind

Now it seems like I'm dying
(I can't cure the morbid fascination it seems)
But I know I'm denying to go
(I can't find the love and admiration I need)
There is no use in trying
(I can't cure the mental aggravation in me)
But it feels like I'm dying alone

I ache so
For the respite I find in my weakness, I'm drowned
It takes oh
So long for denial to breach this mind
So rake now
Your nails down the backs of the faithless, enshroud
And break down
The ones who deny you your greatness
Thy will be done

Now it seems like I'm dying
(I can't cure the morbid fascination it seems)
But I know I'm denying to go
(I can't find the love and admiration I need)
There is no use in trying
(I can't cure the mental aggravation in me)
But it feels like I'm dying alone