Last Goodnight [From "Love Lockdown"]

This could be my last goodnight
So I sit here and think about my life
It's been OK as any life can be
I suppose that doesn't seem like much to me
I know that I've made mistakes
And these secrets are more than I can take
So I'll keep them locked up inside this room
So positive you'll never have to speak the truth
No, I'm keeping them inside
I'll wait another night
Just tell me someone please, am I alright?
So what will keep you up at night?
Will I haunt you or will you hold on tight
To a memory that you may soon forget?
I hope you know, hope you know I'll never let go
Some nights you are all I have
And when I'm down here, I think about my past
Will you be screwed up like me
Or will you grow up to be so beautifully new?
I know you'll be alright
Your mother is inside
She's the glue that's bound to you this lonely night
She's the blue that fills your eyes
My girls, goodnight
This could be my last goodnight
So I sit here and think about my life
It's been OK as any life can be
I suppose that doesn't seem like much to me