it doesn't matter when you go

Inspiration is what I have now
Cause it comes from the sadness
All my friends were right about
Me feeling nothing
But I think before I send a message to you
You ask me if it's true
I say it's true
I'm sure
One day we'll go home together
Maybe things won't get better
But right now what I think about
How you and I connect somehow
Maybe you will leave me then
Or maybe I'll leave you instead
But now I dream about our home
Now I get all these stupid songs
It doesn't matter when you go
It just matters to me now when you come home
You know sometimes my chest hurts
And there's no one to see it hurting
You know sometimes I cry till midnight
But still wake up every morning
But I laugh whenever you tell a joke
I guess I'm in love
I fell in love
With you somehow
One day we'll go home together
Maybe things won't get better
But right now what I think about
How you and I connect somehow
Maybe you will leave me then
Or maybe I'll leave you instead
But now I dream about our home
Now I get all these stupid songs
It doesn't matter when you go
It just matters to me now when you come home
I just dream about how one day I'll open the door
And you'll be standing there in front of me
You'll say "you know I've made massive mistakes before?
Will you let me in?
Please let me in"
And of course I will let you in
Cause I want our story begin
Cause it aint matter when you go
It just matters when you come home
Maybe we'll have an amazing time
Or maybe we will always fight
All I want is to see you now
Even if you're not the one
It doesn't matter when you go
It just matters to me now when you come home
It doesn't matter when you go
It just matters to me now when you knock on my door
It doesn't matter when you go
It just matters to me now when you come home