Holding Out Hope

Yea
Yea
Roman
Do it again
Do it again
Do it again
I'm doing my best hope to God I don't choke
I'm gasping for breath and it's hurting my throat
I'm attacked from all sides and its sinking my boat
Yes it's sinking my boat hope to God that I float
Frustrated depressed but I'm making the most
To the ones that I love raise your glass here's a toast
Work till I'm numb imma try till I'm broke
Imma try till I croak I'm still holding out hope
I get home from work I'm too numb to cry out
Paying my bills gotta figure shit out
World going crazy there's no end in sight
Throw back a few shots get some sleep for the night
Growing up I always thought I was different
I thought I was gifted
I made a decision
I paved my own way
Did I make the right choice?
The world is too loud
I can't deal with the noise
I can't deal with myself
Put my dreams on the shelf
Either up or in hell
It's how I've always been
Swear I'd never give up
Say I don't give a fuck
Shit I'm straight out of luck
I never been a bitch
From the day that I left to the day I came back
I've been putting in work I been busting my ass
But it don't seem to matter I just keep getting sadder
And I'm in a deep hole all I need is a ladder
I'm doing my best hope to God I don't choke
I'm gasping for breath and it's hurting my throat
I'm attacked from all sides and its sinking my boat
Yes it's sinking my boat hope to God that I float
Frustrated depressed but I'm making the most
To the ones that I love raise your glass here's a toast
Work till I'm numb imma try till I'm broke
Imma try till I croak I'm still holding out hope
They used to say
When the going gets tough that I fall to the dust now I just keep going
This world at times
Damn its way too much
I've had more than enough but I ain't done growing
How could you be so controlling
I straighten my spine but it just end up folding
Holding out hope for the morning
I live in the dark I can't see where I'm going
Never really knew where I was headed
Headstrong nigga imma do it unabetted
And I really couldn't say I'm unaffected
Lately I've been feeling disconnected
I've been way too numb it's a feeling I accepted
And I know it ain't right I don't care enough to test it
I don't really care I'm being reckless
Don't wake me up I'm finally resting
I'm doing my best hope to God I don't choke
I'm gasping for breath and it's hurting my throat
I'm attacked from all sides and its sinking my boat
Yes it's sinking my boat hope to God that I float
Frustrated depressed but I'm making the most
To the ones that I love raise your glass here's a toast
Work till I'm numb imma try till I'm broke
Imma try till I croak I'm still holding out hope