Down Side Up
Sorry if you hit me and I ain't call you back
I been learning how to smile it ain't all bad
I just need to take a bit of time to myself
Take a piece of mind and put it into my health
But now thew down side up I look to make a change
Now the glass half full I'm tryna get paid
Ain't no more (messing around)
Yeah
Spent a lot of time in Back Bay
Ballin' where the rats play
Dreaming pretty pennies when I'm barely fucking passing
Skipping classes napping
Everybody snapping
While I'm here tripping bout some shit that still ain't even happen
I got up took action
Ain't nobody asking
"Tommy where you been? Did you buy your Mom that mansion?"
Working on expansion
The fuck I need a pension?
If I can make some money pushing buttons in these sessions
That's the goal I got
For now there's two semesters left I gotta chill on the pot
I gotta take some cleaner breaths I gotta stop getting caught
In a situation leaving me in an ultimatum on weather or not my graduation's shot
I told my professors the situation
Told em' how I felt misunderstood I'm craving stimulation
I was in the basement
Writing out arrangements
Late rent Payments
Start to loose my patients
Sorry if you hit me and I ain't call you back
I been learning how to smile it ain't all bad
I just need to take a bit of time to myself
Take a piece of mind and put it into my health
But now thew down side up I look to make a change
Now the glass half full I'm tryna get paid
Ain't no more (messing around)
Yeah
Living too fast head in the past hoping the world don't get the best of me
Seems like ignoring all my problems is always best for me
Feels like nobody look in the mirror except for me
Feels like nobody's my friend no one has accepted me
Everyone else established they all even got a "brand"
I'm just tryna be myself learn how to be a man
I just want a good woman there to hold my hand
Someone to push me up and back me when I take command
And that's the reason I'm
In my last semester even though it's summer time
Discussing future plans to take these pennies and turn em to dimes then dollars to fives
Without selling my soul and working just to survive
I want that comfortability
Depends on my ability
Change directions agility
Running races round the bases crowded places 20 pages 40 stages and never thought I'd graduate but it's a start and I made it
Sorry if you hit me and I ain't call you back
I been learning how to smile it ain't all bad
I just need to take a bit of time to myself
Take a piece of mind and put it into my health
But now thew down side up I look to make a change
Now the glass half full I'm tryna get paid
Ain't no more (messing around)
