Fawn

[Part I]

[Verse 1: nishith]
I pinched myself, it's all too real
Shattered the silence, no one noticed
Echoing screams across the fields
Was paralyzed and hyperfocused
Accidental masochist
I’m not much of a strategist
I stood in place while watching you bleed
And after it had been evinced
I've sat and watched for hours since
And I don’t really cry but I might succeed this time

[Verse 2: nishith]
This light
Did it paralyze you straight to your core?
Have you ever felt that mesmerized before?
(I’ll sit here and we can rot)
Cause I don’t really cry, but I might have to this time
So good night
It’ll go away if I just go to bed
And if it doesn’t they can take me instead
(You didn’t deserve what you got)
And I don’t really cry but I might have to this time

[Part II]

[Verse 3: Quedronol]
Your body's implanted in the grass
And your shape is still engraved into my irises
I haven't been since you left, watered down all the lakes
And all that's left now when I look is your face
The air's been colder since you left
(You said that you won't go, you're the only one who knows)
I found you in the snow, you said
(I told you I miss you, you toyed with me until I broke)
Don't want to lose your tracks again
(I can't be the person, I'd die a thousand times before)
But I won't run after you, not then
(But I always kill what I want most)

[Verse 4: Quedronol]
Your body's implanted in the grass
I shot you in my sleep, you didn't notice it
I haven't opened my eyes
I watched you burn alongside
I thought I fell, guess it was a trick of the light
You could've fell into my open arms
You know I never wanted this to happen
I know ill pass it
And watch you fall, with open eyes, another time, with open eyes, another time

[Bridge: Quedronol]
The air's been cold enough to breathe
I can't believe you're next to me
You always will be more than me

[Chorus: Quedronol]
The air's been colder since you left
I found you in the snow, you said
Don't want to lose your tracks again
But I won't run after you, not then
The air's been colder since you left
I found you in the snow, you said
Don't want to lose your tracks again
But I won't run after you, not then
The air's been colder since you left
I found you in the snow, you said
Don't want to lose your tracks again
But I won't run after you, not then