Cross my fingers

[Verse 1]
My reflection is nothing like I thought
Maybe if I hit hard enough, it might just stop
Always forget until it's 6PM
I try to help but I can't stop being a wreck
You opened up my door, but I just put it shut
I just want to go with you along my favorite walk
You paved it all right after I left
Maybe some of me got crushed by all the cement

[Chorus]
Leave if you want, it's not my problem
I love you but I don't think I care anymore
If you keep the lights on, nothing will change
I'm a burden on you, just keep your eyes off of me
Stay for a month, maybe something will stop
For the rest of the summer I'll just keep my fingers crossed
You seep in my tongue, you're watching me bleed
You'd never have the guts to make a promise to me

[Verse 2]
I thought you were real
Guess I was looking for the wrong clues, and I lost you
I'd take out a knife
If I just knew how to find one
I can't get up
You know what I would do
Pull the splinter right out
Then I'll feel brand new
Finally turn the light out
You can't pick me from a crowd
You'd just say I wouldn't notice
Hold a light up to my face
Thank God you don't mistake me for yourself