If I Could

This mind feels like a place I left behind
The real brain worked
And now I’ve got a second hand one that doesn’t work

And I could be happy all the time
If I could
If I could
And if love was a miraculous thing
Then Floating never floats at all
And the place I live in is just a sad old bridge
We are never strong

I’m in doubt you know
I just feel so on repeat

And if I could have at least one wish
Then I would
Then I would
And if I could stop drowning beneath things that don’t exist
I’d have the sea in front of my house
And I’m trying
I’m trying

If I could...
If I could...