Lullaby

I was crying
Making movements that didn’t go
I never chose not to have a body in my head
So how does it feel
Not to of had someone touch you for twenty two years?
Don’t ask me
I’m not supposed to know what that’s like
Sort of maybe
Actually yes

Whilst humans are problematic
I’ll explore different things that tell me I’m subjective
And I don’t want to go there but I still keep on going there
And every night I dream and wake up wishing it wasn’t a dream
You can ship wreck the moor away
Oh everybody hates being alone
I’ve got blood all over my leg
What the fuck do you want from me now?

Lullaby
Sing me a lullaby
Lullaby
Sing me a lullaby
An exhausting lullaby
A lonely lullaby
One that goes on and on
I never chose an exhausting lullaby
By the lake we decided this is our place
I just wish I could have some happy times
I never chose an exhausting lullaby
A lonely Lullaby