Push You Away

This bed is just an island
Where it doesn't have you
Roll over seven times
And there will still be tons of room
Alarm is going off, choking, coughing
Spit the reasons why you won't call me back
I got a clue (whoa)

This shit is crazy
Did I just get lazy?
Figured it was fine
Finally hear you say I'm out
See you later
Blows my mind
I need a shrink just to tell me what I think
(But I already know the answer to that one)

I won't know just when you faded
Count the times how long I waited
For this moment to arrive

I push you away
I push you away
I push you away
Now you're gone
You're gone
You're gone
I push you away
I push you away
I push you away
For so long
So long
So long

You're looking better more than ever
Oh, how can it be?
I'm feeling shitty
From the pity I have been giving me
I'm getting emails from my friends
All saying: What is the deal?
You cannot just act normal like it never happened

I took your toothbrush off the sink
And then I put it back
I rearranged the closets maniacs
Swinging from the racks
I've always hated that your shoes smell like tennis balls
(But now I kind of really miss it)

I won't know just when you faded
Count the times how long I waited
For this moment to arrive

I push you away
I push you away
I push you away
Now you're gone
You're gone
You're gone
I push you away
I push you away
I push you away
For so long
So long
So long

I thought I could do this
I thought I was strong
To pick up the pieces of where we belong
I push you away
I push you away
Now you're gone

I know I said that you don't own me
Just leave me alone, I'm lonely
I wish you'd never listen to me (yeah)

Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I push you away
I push you away
I push you away
Now you're gone
You're gone
You're gone
I push you away
I push you away
I push you away
For so long
So long
So long

I thought I could do this
I thought I was strong
To pick up the pieces of where we belong
I push you away
I push you away
Now you're gone