Ashes On My Pillow (feat. G.Blaze Tha Sav Soulja, Big Trub & MoneyWellSpent)

I'm sittin' back and reminiscin' on the day I've had
Been under pressure, no complainin', so that's too damn bad
To anybody on the outside, they just lookin' in
I need to ease my mind, abruptly, ain't no time for waitin

When I unite, I seem to hype, it's not a misconception
Too many nights, I stay awake, I've seen too much deception
Inside my mind, I wish that things could change, but never do
Too busy tryin' to be a better me, not better you

I wanna fly, so when I ride, I split my cigarillo
So while I'm high, I can take a break and hit my pillow
Calls every day, I'm tryin' to run it up
Focused in, coffee on side me, I put the money up

Boss all on my back all day, she said I'm cuttin
No conversion, steady droppin' it, LTs ain't happenin
Had to go and coach her for a sec, I need a nap again
Got a few nugs, but damn, man, ain't gotta rap again

Had to text my lady and see if she can come close again
She be chasin' chickens, so look like it ain't no luck for me
I'm stressed out now, I'm starin' out of the window
But it'll be alright when I put ashes on my pillow

Ashes on my pillow while I smoke myself to bed
I'm tryin' to calm my spirit from all these thoughts goin' through my head
Ashes on my pillow while I smoke myself to bed
I'm tryin' to calm my spirit from all these thoughts goin' through my head

I'm twistin' up a blunt or somethin' tropical
Purple hearse, I see white crystals, it's exotic
She said she love to hear my voice, told me it's melodic
She always learn somethin' from me, no matter the topic

Thinkin' bout the day I had, I ain't even mad
Made a couple bands, so it's more than I had
I fire up that doobie and call her over for movies
She want a massage, I'm plottin' on a Menage

I'm tryin' to make a flick with Halle Berry and Lizzo
Either way it go, it's gon' be ashes on my pillow
Ashes on my pillow while I smoke myself to bed
I'm tryin' to calm my spirit from all these thoughts goin' through my head

Ashes on my pillow while I smoke myself to bed
I'm tryin' to calm my spirit from all these thoughts goin' through my head
Ashes to ashes, I'm puffin', wishin' it never end
Although it does, that's just the way that my day begins

No underminin' the process, so I'ma take it slow
Dump all my ashes and save the roaches, then roll some more
I love the feelin' I get each time that I inhale
Cough off a lung and some mucus, my stress is gone as well

A higher limit I'm reachin', I'm passin' every peak
This life is crazy and gettin' crazier every week
I'm goin' home to see my kids and kiss my pretty lady
More acid up up on my pillow, now I'm feelin' wavy