Everything I Hate About Myself Comes From You

[Intro]
I think I'm losing it
I think I'm losing it
I think I'm losing it

[Verse 1]
If I make it out alive
I'll make sure you're ok
I'll think past yesterday
Genetics aside
If I could go back in time
I'd tell you you're worth it
Your family loves you
All except one
The one you love the most
And I know it's hard
And I know it hurts
Believe me, I know
The one you gave life to
Gives you nothing in return
I can't imagine what that feels like
God's greatest gift
Wasted as it was given
And only I can change that

[Pre-Chorus]
And all that I can think
Is I'm not beautiful
But I could be

[Chorus]
And I can't stop myself
From imagining a life
Whеre this shit's over
And I can't stop myself
Imagining a timе
Where we're together

[Verse 2]
Ungrateful little shit
Your words not mine
I think I'm losing it
I'm running out of time
A vocal interlude
In a passage globally loved
Who am I, the devils advocate?
Played by the man himself
But I can't blame you
Such investment for no return
A disappointing purchase
Isn't one worth to promote
And what if you found me
Out on the patio that day?
What would you have said to me
As I was left there to decay?

[Pre-Chorus]
Would you have said you were proud?
Would you have been relieved?
Would you look back now and wish it really was me?

[Chorus]
But I can't stop myself
From imagining a life
Where this shit's over
And I can't stop myself
Imagining a time
Where we're together

[Outro]
Please don't kill me now
Please don't kill me now
Please don't kill me now
Please don't kill me now