I really did have everything

[Verse 1]
I can't make me care about anything
So why can you?
If I make it out alive
Will you leave me too?
To the person I wish you were
I wish you were me
To the person I wish I was
Please leave me be

[Chorus]
I haven't known how to feel in a while and some change
Please let me know
I've never made anyone feel anything
Please let me go
I'm sorry for how I've acted
And I'm sorry for what I've said
I'm sorry that you met me
But you always wished I'd end up dead

[Verse 2]
You're starting to drift
Out of my mind
My pills begin to talk
I'm scared but I don't mind
I'm conscious less and less
And speaking more
'Coz the only thing sadder than a mother who can't
Say goodbye to her son
Is a son who doesn't say hi

[Chorus]
I haven't known how to feel in a while and some change
Please let me know
I've never made anyone feel anything
Please let me go
I'm sorry for how I've acted
And I'm sorry for what I've said
I'm sorry that you met me
But you always wished I'd end up dead