Intro

Suffocate me, mama hates me, woke up, another day dream
On my knees begging for someone to come and take me
Am I creative, or am I crazy?
And if it wasn't for my baby
I'll probably be dead in the bottom of an empty bottle of JD
Lately I ain't been the same me
Lost touch of my old friends, got no friends
New friends seem snakey
Maybe cos you never wanted me when I was 18
Eating a 31p tin of baked beans, since Kampain
You wanna Preston Play me
Is it the attention I've been getting from the mainstream
Cos I killed SB and then Grime Daily?
Laugh in the face of the last woman that played me
You're lying if you look in the mirror and say you ain't me
I am you. We all the same G
We walk the same streets, we talk the same shit
We Smoke the same weed, we chase the same birds
We chirps and they tweet
Followed one girl cos she was following me
She called herself B, shit's fuckery, she stung me, it turned ugly
And man found out she was gonna fuck me! I'm dumb enough to fuck her
But it's the ones you love that gotta come first
I coulda' lost that, over a dumb flirt
One squirt of sperm's not worth it
But she's a bitch, don't know what the bird did
Hurt some prick called Chris
Tried to catch me slippin and fallin
Didn't think I was the type to listen to bullshit
It's funny, tried to get me in a honey trap, you fucked up
You probably want your money back
Yeah, that's a story for another track
Matter of fact, you'll hear that soon
22 tattoos, ararhhh, Righteous that's who
22 gun salute for any of my people been through what I been through
You ain't gotta look up to me, cos I'm right with you
I'm just another brick in this wall
People think I'm the shit cos I spit and it's cool
And on the real I wanna hear a chick say my dick's small
So I can say it looks that way cos I got big balls
I've been doing this since this tall!
This is the reason why I never got to 6th form
Doesn't mean I haven't got a lot to live for
I've been given everything from God so wish yours
Smoking on some shit that's got dreads
Thinking about Hip Hop and I got vexed like damn! The fans have gone deaf
You're probably wondering, what's next?
On a conquest to come first in this contest
Every verse is a concept. Without it, these words are just nonsense
I keep thinking why's one of us not dead?
Seen rappers at the bottom going like their at the top when
It's the most humble that got the top tens
Looking like bums, where the fuck is your prospects?
You part-timers can't find a job yet, I don't watch dem
I watch S.B. and I've been watching before he even met me
I knew English before you knew English
My Fire in the Booth can't ever be extinguished
I've been working for 7 years, had to earn my props
It's a gift and a curse I got
Is there any part of me that still feels I deserve a shot?
I'm from the dirt, my family never turned to God
They turned on one another and got burdened off
That's when I learnt, there's always someone worser off
These ain't just words for you to go and learn a song
I'm worthless, no person's perfect
Wish you could just turn the clock, reverse it, and right my wrongs
I don't wanna lose the life I got
And I don't wanna lose the love
I'm looking around the room, thinking who to trust
My mother was abusive, my father was abusing drugs
I'm fucked! under none. Yeah, I'm under none
I wan't so much more than a number one
I wanna touch on every thought I can conjure up
You think I'm all talk till I hush my gums
I can talk for months, look what the talking does
I've done so much, I'm just warming up
You dumb fucks really wanna war with us?
Of course you do, if I was you, I'd war me too!
Cause one little buzz off a corny tune
Round and round we go, the story loops
I'll be doing the same shit when I'm 42
When I'm 42 will I still believe the truth?
If I die at 64, will you miss me more? Shit!
There's 22 years between the two
It's happening again, what's the meaning?
Am I reading to deep into the whole thing, I'm banging my head
It's occurring again and again, can't be a coincidence
I've seen it so much, I imagine my death
My heart's worn on my sleeve, before I sleep put it back in it's chest
Get it?, put it back in it's chest
Cos that's where the treasure was kept
It's Pirates of the Carribean in the ends that I rep
You don't believe me, talk to Frank
Come to Margate b, I'll make you walk the plank
Some real ill manors! Too bruck for guns
For real, there's still daggers
And man still work to shot to maintain this Class A
Where you think we got the name?
It's not from games sitting in all day
Man’ll move a fickle, and the shit will change
Gotta make it out of this cage, time to make a great escape
From this council estate
Uh i gotta do it for my friends' and family's sake
Think I'm getting near that insanity age
Starting to stop giving a fuck! And I plan to be late
I don’t want a gimmick or an image or a catchy adlib
I’d rather look like a tramp
See I’m true to who I have been, read Mic’s name
Proudly say, I am him
That’s just something I just wanted to establish
I don’t need a crew to rap with
Cos I do this on my Jack Jones
Even with a bag o’ man I still feel alone cos I’m in a mad zone
I’m feeling like I’m back home
Ima work till the bones in my back’s broke
For all these A&Rs on my are school jacks phone
I don’t even answer when my Dad phones
But it only rings once when my dealer’s got the bang though
I ain’t the man that the fans knew
But I plan to show you who I am through my raps
As a man I react, get angry and can be a twat and attack, for no reason
I seem so decent, my alter ego, I’m a person beneath it
And you don’t even see, this person is bleeding!
These bars are the sound of him screaming
14,000 people think I’m a so called genius
Rub that in the face of my old school teachers
Tell it to the kids, let the whole school believe in the possibilities
We all dream for a reason!
Every single person has a purpose, a meaning
It’s up to you to seek it
The sky’s a lot higher than the ceiling
So reach out grab it, the world is yours, have it
Hold it in both hands and mould it into your own planet
Don’t panic, just follow the stars
Leave behind your stamp they will follow your path
And if you want it then start, planning
When times get hard, you feel like you can’t manage
Remember who you are, you can tackle any challenge
You can be an acrobat, just walk a tight rope
What’s the worst that can happen?
You can lose your balance
You die doing something that you love
I’m happy if I collapse while I’m rapping I will fall down dead
Have a heart attack during my warm upSesh like shit god!
I ain’t even warmed up yet!
But at least I got to talk some sense, for real
I know brothers have killed, brothers are still
Others that are sitting on meals
Others that are sitting on bills
Others that are sitting on nothing
I gave them something to feel
For real
So when I’m gone and I cease to exist, yeh my legacy will live
So when your gone and you cease to exist, your legacy will live
Ain't No MC deeper than this, ain't no MC deeper than this
So when I'm 6 feet deep in a ditch, my legacy will live
Yeh my legacy will live, yeh my legacy will live
So when im 6 feet deep in a ditch, my legacy will live