Suicide

[Talking - Marc]
This one's for you Mic Righteous, or should I say
Mic Reckless, erm, obviously I dunno if you recognise
The hat, yea, that's uh, this is mine now 'cus it
Suits me, and erm if you're wondering why I've taken
It. I took it from Farzad's house when I had to do
His bathroom, and er it's for all the boxers and socks
That never got returned, alright mate? Funny that
Cheers Rocks, boxers and socks

[Chorus]
Suicide, from my friends
Come outside, hide from the endz
Only I, wasn't there
Horrified, I was scared
Suicide, from my friends
Come outside, hide from the endz
Only I, wasn't there
Horrified, I was scared
(And I'll pray you chase away the demons)
Ohh
(Ain't no way you can escape the feeling)
Yeah
Suicide, from my friends
Come outside, hide from the endz
Only I, wasn't there
Horrified, I was scared

[Verse]
Now all I've got is prayer
And every time I see something you touched
I stop and stare
And get this weird feeling of comfort
Just because you touched it
And that might be fucked up
But man it's something I wanna share (yeah)
I'm still wearing your joggers
That got a tear in, I remember swearing
I never stole 'em, but I was joking
You caught me lacking
I was in the crib I had 'em on
And you was pissed
You stole a couple of my hats as payback
I see your dad wearing one the other day
I rate that
And I swear I'd trade anything I have
To see your face fam
And link for one second
Even if it's just to shake hands
I can't lie, I ain't really fucking with the gang
I can't relate fam
I'm outgrowing our mates
I'm outgrowing Class A
They still doing class A's
And I swear they can't change
Not even for their dead mate
And I just blame Margate
Slippery slope, icy pavements
Shit and I can't slip, tryna save 'em
Selfish guy
Sometimes you gotta help yourself in life
Maybe I could change 'em too
Open up their minds
And show 'em what the brain could do
So they don't do the same as you, trust
I don't wanna wear this suit again, trust
And bury another one of my stupid friends, trust
I'm sick of the cycle, it ain't safe outside
I'm sick of life, but I can't contemplate my

[Chorus]
Suicide, from my friends
Come outside, hide from the endz
Only I, wasn't there
Horrified, I was scared
Suicide, from my friends
Come outside, hide from the endz
Only I, wasn't there
Horrified, I was scared
(And I'll pray you chase away the demons)
Ohh
(Ain't no way you can escape the feeling)
Yeah
Oh suicide, gone my friends
Only I, wasn't there
Oh wanna cry, on the stairs
Horrified, I was scared

[Talking]
I dedicate this album to Marc Joshua Wood, rest in peace
And as long as I'm alive, you'll live through me

(And I'll pray you chase away the demons)
Ohh
(Chase your dreams and save a space for me)