I Fell

I fell and I can’t get back up
But why’d you gotta go
I been on the edge Im boutta jump
I guess I’ll never know
I fell and I can’t get back up
But why’d you gotta go
I been on the edge Im boutta jump
I guess I’ll never know
I fell for you and I couldn’t get up
I was hurtin but I tried to be tough
When hope was lost I still had the love
In the studio cryin too much
Eyes looked like I lighted and puffed
But for this love i swear it wasn’t enough
Yeah i ran out of luck and I ran out of trust
I ran out of places that I could go and not give a fuck
And somehow I still felt the love
I gave you everything now you let me go like imma dove
I said I’d die for you do or die for you
I never lied to you the shit that I would do
Drive a muthafuckin hundred miles for you
Anything to put a smile on you
Look at it from my own view
Barely hangout with crew
You know that it’s all so true
I built the stu because of you
You was riding with me when I still had the black civic coupe 2006 it wasn’t new
You stayed by my side when shit got rough and then we went and grew
Well almost grew
We built a tree of love pulled it from the roots
I still notice you change your hair or cut it I’d still knows it you
I’m writing down all my feelings like a poet do
If I could show you how I feel in actions I’d be close to you
Holding you telling you how much you meant a chance I know I blew
My words hurt you more than my actions I never had a clue
But I can’t be mad at you for choosing yourself but why my heart in two
I got one half I see you took the other half with you
I fell and I can’t get back up
But why’d you gotta go
I been on the edge Im boutta jump
I guess I’ll never know
I fell and I can’t get back up
But why’d you gotta go
I been on the edge Im boutta jump
I guess I’ll never know
I Had this feelin I ain’t ever felt before
Like when you looking to the ceiling from the second floor
That shit in your stomach hurt
Make you wanna cry
Make you wanna lie or try something for the second time
Ain’t telling the truth easy when you looking into my eyes
Was it something that I did or maybe how I lived my life
Pops was hard on me he ain’t never gettin sleep at night
Between me and you he knew it wasn’t for him to decide
He slowly got used to that fact you were my ride or die
Till you slowly crept away and showed him that I wasn’t right
You went and left took my every breath
I listened to what you said
Took the lead put it to my head
No wonder I’m feelin dead
With every step through all them depths
I laid by you in your bed
Always cared now I’m always scared
To go through this again
Days I’d vent to you time we’d spend
I’m back up on the ledge
I guess this where it ends
Hopefully I see you once again
Fuck man