Effect

Yeah
They want me gone off this earth put a price on my head
Know ain’t no money that amount to my life when I’m dead
That’s why I live life to the fullest ain’t no time I should spend
Thinkin bout someone’s problems if I got mine up ahead
I can’t trust you if you the type to leave me all night on read
See it’s not bout bein petty or the attention I get
More about the acknowledgment and a lil respect
I ain’t been like this in a minute man I’m fuckin upset
How could I trust someone like you who is quick to forget
All the shit that I’ve done for you and I ain’t leave you with debts
You can’t understand the weight and the pain on my chest
I hate to say It but I’m scared just to see what’s up next
This life got an effect on me
Who I really got out there protecting me
Who can I trust
Who can I love
Who’s gon say something when enough is enough
I tried to do it
I can’t no more
I had to lose it
To gain some more
Lost it in some places that I can’t ignore
This ain’t the direction I was going for
Shoutout the ones who always believed in me
Success is a distance but it’s what you’ve always seen in me
Atleast down the road we get to see all the scenery
Doing shows splittin profit Im doin it equally
And shoutout to the ones who don’t speak to me
I tried to better myself you know what that means to me
But you would rather see me fall that’s what it seems to be
If you gon turn your back on me atleast do it peacefully
Right
Brodie you stressin too much
You know I got you for life
That’s all that matters
You do you don’t worry bout anyone else
Ain’t nobody stopping you but you
Look aint nobody stopping me but me it’s good that you know
Ain’t nobody crossin me down this path or no road
Learned your ways now I hear you when you walk tippy toed
I can’t let you take this from me this the life that I’m owed
During the days I felt I’m drownin I still kept it a float
Always remained a hundred you was 99 and below
You duckin the sun cause you used to all the shade that you throw
My life concrete so ain’t no place you can build up and grow
I’m feelin less with every text and the calls I decline
You made a mess I gotta address you crossin the line
Ain’t no vest on your chest that be stopping this nine
And I can guess that you pressed that I’m speaking my mind
Foolish of you to think you know me and the shit that I did
You known me for a bit and think you know the life that I lived
While you was the one to take Id be the one who would give
And that’s difference i’m grown and you still act like a kid
This the shit that happens when loyalty goes down the list
I was tryna figure out my life to you that’s a diss
I shoulda known you was a snake by the way that you hissed
And all those shots you aimed at me and still managed to miss
So miss me wit all that lovey dovey fake love that exist
I did too much for others who would never make up a fist
And do the dirty work for once while I was takin a risk
By putting trust in you and this the only thanks that I get
Gave me options I couldn’t choose from I still fell for the tricks
And all your personal problems how I get caught In the mix
I got the Midas touch but this aint something that I could fix
You got a chance to leave my life I got some rocks you can kick
This ain’t no issue I could tell readin off of a script
There’s two sides to every story I ain’t makin up shit
If you choose the wrong side I just hope you don’t slip
We in the barbershop wit the way we carrying clips
No interviews or photo shoots I ain’t taking no pics
Ain’t no way you gon see me giving my time to a bitch
I need some space to do me and I’m not talkin an inch
How many options you got if it’s that easy to switch
Too many times they tore me apart and it couldn’t be stitched
I coulda spazzed out but brodie told me I had to resist
You tried to eat off my plate but can barely clean up your dish
Now you got what you wanted I’m just hoping it ain’t what you wished