Fix It Up

I’m just tryna figure out where I went wrong
But maybe If I fix it up
Is that something that you’d really want yeah yeah
I’m just tryna figure out where I went wrong
But maybe If fix it up
Is that something that you’d really want yeah yeah
Tell me is this really what you want or not
We started writing our book but we never finished the plot
Skipped a couple pages know you missin a lot
Pen ran outta ink when you put the knife in my heart
I was bleedin out for you left me there in the dark
Always negative when you was positive no wonder we sparked
But I wasn’t moving forward I went and left it in park
Cause I was scared I’d say something stupid like I did in the start
Girl I tried to do my best I swear never any less
Taken over by this stress and god puttin me to the test
Never get any rest with all this pain inside my chest
Even if I wore a vest it still wouldn’t protect
What would happen In a couple a months I’m crazy
Could I go and wait a couple more maybe
I’ve been back stabbed so many times it don’t faze me
Still looking down at my phone like
I’m just tryna figure out where I went wrong
But maybe If I fix it up
Is that something that you’d really want yeah yeah
I’m just tryna figure out where I went wrong
But maybe If I fix it up
Is that something that you’d really want yeah yeah
Texts unanswered and calls declined
Thinkin bout the past but I couldn’t rewind
If those 2 years were wasted was i missin the signs
You were supposed to be mine you were the gold in my mine
No matter what I’m doing the thought of you in my mind
Would put me in a dark place but no worries I’m fine
I was lurkin in the shadows but you still seen me shine
Fixing issues was my talent I’m a one of a kind
Giving you hope in life must’ve been my design
Even when I’m working hours like ten to nine
I’d do whatever you needed but I somehow declined
From being your main priority to the back of the line
How could you be my back bone if I ain’t missin my spine
I told the doctor I feel strange he ain’t reversing the times
The look in your eyes proved that this wasn’t goodbyes
I’m hoping that your promises weren’t lies in disguise but
I’m just tryna figure out where I went wrong
But maybe If I fix it up,
Is that something that you’d really want yeah yeah
I’m just tryna figure out where I went wrong
But maybe If I fix it up
Is that something that you’d really want yeah yeah