One.Two.Zero

I know that my inconsistencies are becoming much more apparent 
Constantly telling you to fuck off 
When in reality, the idea of pushing you away is too hard to comprehend 

I refuse to waste time believing that I had a purpose 

Embrace hate 
Embrace death 

Only the cowards fear death, 
And only the naive believe in the afterlife 

Realizing that being content is what I'll settle for, 
Happiness is short-lived, 
While the idea of dying is giving me a clearer picture 

My shortcomings have just become reminders 
And my accomplishments are blurred 
Minds that were once collective, 
Now feel aversion