these days

I took my medication
Spent some time debating
What to do with the rest of the night

I ordered in some take-out
Watched my class and spaced out
Wish I learned to process these things right

But I know
And you know
That there's nothing I can do
It's just a melancholy mood
And I know
That you know
That I might not tell the truth
It feels too arbitrary to, these days

I know I had a good week
Why does this revert me
Back to feeling like I'm stuck in bed

Been on some dates, they've gone well
Seen some friends, they're all swell
Man, fuck this debilitating head of mine

Yeah I know
And you know
That there's nothing I can do
It's just a melancholy mood
And I know
That you know
That I might not tell the truth
It feels too arbitrary to, these days

And I'd write a full bridge
But I'm not feeling it
Took 'bout half an hour till this now

It's inevitable
And feels just horrible
Feeling passion slip away and out