Cold Water

Cold Water (2019)
It's a beautiful day to be living
I have to remind myself while still in bed
It's a beautiful day to be given
although flickering memories cause me pain
But I'm standing here, where I want me to be
and I have someone's love with me
Cold water
pressing your hand against my mouth
I want you to drown
It took a long time to get here
and I suppose I feel more guilty than you
I heard someone say it's common
to feel ashamed and that's exactly what I do
'cause you took me like, if I asked you to
and you filled my blood with cocaine
and it hurts those to come after you
cause I'm nothing like I was before
Blood stains on the floor
Bruises around my neck
That's what you left
Cold Water
Blood Stains on the floor
I wish it would die
It's a beautiful day to be living