A Really Personal One

Someday, somehow, hopefully today
I’ll stop the pills and learn to pray
To stop missing you
And all your shitty friends

Hiding weed from his kid in his house on Elm
The girl who secretly made my heart melt
Okay, well I guess the girl was obvious

I try so hard to forget about the comfort
And you said don’t write another song about you
But here we go

Snorting coke off a desk in your parents home
Thinking of the things that could go wrong
But looking back it was
Really not okay

Or was it really okay for my age?
I was wise and I swore that I saw love in your eyes
But a kid like me shouldn't be with an adult

And I try so hard to forget about the bad things
And I try so hard to not miss them too
But here we go

Thinking back on the days where I had more hope
That I’d be sober, clean, and kicking dope
But as of right now it doesn't look like it

I try really hard to just keep away
But the physical pain causes me to stay
I wish there was someone who understood

I try so hard to just to stay at peace
And I try so hard not to fuck things up
But here we go