Where I'm At

Yeah, you got me
I'm up now, it's your loss
Must suck to be you

History is like a quarter-note delay
It keeps repeating itself
And what else can I say?
You wondering why I act this way
Never should've gave you the time of day
Guess you know what time it is now, eh?

There must've been a gust of wind
'Cause you change your mind everytime it blows
And you just changed it a-motherfucking-gain
You just said you just wanted some dick 'fore I stuck it in
I wouldn't have been such a prick to you
Fucking men, you say you don't trust 'em
Why do I hear the sound of toilets flushin'?
Some shit is going down
You must have just not have been truthful from the start
See, for me it'd be nothing
To say you never had my heart, but I'd be lying
Fucking see why they call this bullshit a "relationship"
Ships sink, and you know it's love
As soon as you fall in it, 'cause shit stinks
And it feels like everytime I fucking do I get jinxed
Cupid must have put a curse on me, six weeks
Have went by, and we only spoke twice
I'm sitting in your driveway, calling you from the car, suffice
I think it's safe to say you're not at home
I'm calling your cell phone
You answer, but I can tell though that you're not alone
How was I to know? It should've been time to go
A long time ago; I kept holding on
It's comical when I think back now why I couldn't get the hint
And feel the draft you were throwing
I wasn't catching your drift
But there's a cold breeze blowing over me, I'm over you
Success is the best revenge to pay you back
And that payment is overdue
I overcame odds to get even
The sober me is shitting all over the un-sober you
And I hope they play this in every club that you're going to
I'm haunting you, bitch!
Everywhere you turn I'm following you
'Cause I loved you with every ounce of me
You know it's true, it's killing you now
Yeah, I hope the ho dies slow in you
It's 'cause of you now I don't trust 'em at all
Fuck 'em! Middle finger up
I'm gon' just keep grabbing my balls, cup 'em
I'll never fall again, I trip on stairs, I fall up 'em
So, buttercup, don't try to come back
Knocking on my door all dolled up

'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
'Cause I'm gon' be just fine without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this Earth right now I'd much rather be
'Cause, goddamn it, I'm glad that I'm me
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'ma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel
I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't, 'cause you just feel like you

I've had it for the last time
Your actions got me hot as my last rhyme
You're options are leave or put out; granted your ass fine
Fine just ain't gon' cut it
Drama is what you're in love with
You and them bitches you run with
Lately I'm feeling smothered
You snooped around for dirt to be uncovered
Conceited with cover girl motives, I gotta rise above it
You thinking about who's loving me
I'm thinking about who doesn't
Doesn't really matter what you say, sickness in my stomach
Told you I was gon' be splitting
You don't think I mean it?
Left you with everything I got, fuck you!
Ain't no secret, no apologies, you keep it
Now that I'm doing my thing and you peep it
The badder times all outweigh the recent
Your energy, who needs it?
Every rumor you hear, you go believe it
Point out the times you've seen it
You stabbed me, should have leaned it
Revenge is mine, I need it, need a way out
It's my fucking life, let her find a way to stay out
Bet you thought I'd break, it ain't that easy
Bet you thought I'd need you
A million times before you need me
Leave me everything that I gave to you
Ain't no freebies, get your coat and go
The female Pinocchio, money hungry hopeless ho
You fucking with my focus, so
Go back to that chump that played the role before
Love is like a cancer when you don't let go; I'ma blow fo sho
Unnecessary weight makes the boat go slow
I don't need you sinking us, hope you float
Lying through my teeth, I hope you don't (Drown! Drown!)
Not a sound out her be dope
Bottles pop out while he smoke
Hate we met, proud that we broke
Let them girls crowding me go
If they got something to show, let them show me
I don't love 'em, never lonely, never even left a scar
You fell hard, I'm laughing, ha ha ha ha ha
Tire smoke fancy car, nothing is what we are
No beginning, no tomorrow

'Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
'Cause I'm gon' be just fine without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this Earth right now I'd much rather be
'Cause, goddamn it, I'm glad that I'm me
I said if you could be where I'm at (bye bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'ma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel
I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't, 'cause you just feel like you