Fuck It Up

Things are goin well
I haven't been so crazy
I'm gettin out of bed
I'm not tryna be so lazy

Been trying my own things
I'm trying to be happy
I'm trying to justify
Why life is worth living

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
Gonna think about the past
This happiness won't last

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
Gonna think about the past
This happiness won't last

Been taking longer breaths
I've been thinking about her less
I've been goin on some runs
They haven't been so fun

I'm focusing on some music
Been laughing with myself
I'm reading some books
I'm doing some self help

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
Gonna think about the past
This happiness won't last

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
Gonna think about the past
This happiness won't last

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
Gonna think about the past
This happiness won't last

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
Gonna think about the past
This happiness won't last

I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up
I'm gonna fuck it up