Alive/Dead

Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead

Wanna feel alive but I wanna be dead. Now I understand Cobain and the things that he said
Hate what I do, hate what I feel, hate that I feel. Hate that this pain has become fucking real
Life goes on, yeah I know it's true, but in different directions, baby good for you
Bad for me, as I'm drifting away, drifting to shame. I wanna fucking die as a flame
I feel just as cold as a silver shining razor blade. Just as tight as a motherfucking tourniquet
Just as dry as a slowly pounded funeral drum. I feel like Pink from The Wall and I wanna be numb
I wanna lay me down and never wake up again. Safe and sound, but you are still in my head
All the things that you did and you said. All the things that I thought I would never regret

Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
Wanna feel alive, but I wanna be dead
All the things that I thought I would never regreee