Old Letters

This place has never been the same since you were gone
And now I'm writing down some lines
To tell myself I've always been naive
These feelings are growing inside me
It's painful I cannot hold them up all by myself
And I've lost the strength to fight this shit back
Now I'm waiting there for you
I'm drunk on whiskey again

I can't stand this shit anymore
Of me waiting there for you to come
This time ain't go that far
I'm pushing myself out in the dark

One moment is enough to realize
That you're broken on the inside
Like thousand pieces scattered on the floor
I'm so fucking bored I can't even go outside
Now I realize I'm fine with you out of my life
I'm not waiting there for you
Somewhere else to go for me
I'm drunk on whiskey again

I can't stand this shit anymore
Of me waiting there for you to come
This time ain't go that far
I'm pushing myself out in the dark

I'm waiting here for my revenge
Holding on so fucking hard
The perfect moment has finally come
I'm not so proud of myself
Wasting all those years
And now I'm waiting in the dark